As Time Flies By.....

It has been a long time since I last blog anything. Maybe it's because of the responsibilities that we (Form 5) currently have. You know, SPM and stuff but mainly the SPM which is coming up in another.........4 weeks time (in reality is 3 but i prefer to extend it a little for various reasons). Studying here and studying there, studying wherever possible (even in the toilet) or whenever possible, not to mention the added pressure from parents. But despite all that, we can still find some time to enjoy ourselves and those times are the most CRUCIAL times for us to cool our stress level down. Whether it'll be playing Mafia in class or just having a simple chat over some random things, it really feels good do to something else other than studying after a long period of doing nothing but study.

As of now, my own preperations are going......quite steady....I think. Can't really say. Been studying so much that I lost track of how far and deep I've gone. It isn't really anything but my mind is about to explode anytime the instant something odd happens. But I just hope that won't ever happen. Even I have to cool myself down. If I could, I will end up playing Yu-Gi-Oh just too destress myself.

I noticed something when I was changing the title of my blog (if none of you have noticed, the previous title was 'Life as a Shadow'), we never sit still. Confuse? All of us have a tendency of changing things. Whether that is a good thing or a bad thing, the entirely depends on the individual. Even maybe the individual himself wants to change. It's not really surprising. As time flies by, nothing really stays the same. That part of the memory which we left behind, the instant we look back at it at a different time, can drastically change into something else. Doesn't that always happen?

Heh, feels almost like I'm preaching. Better stop before I turn too old. XD I rarely do this but here is a verse from the bible, 'For those who are weary, come to me (Jesus) and I will give him rest'. I forgot the what's the verse but at least I can remember the contents. As time goes by, we will eventually feel tired or frustrated or even restless. In times like these, it's always better to stop for a while and rest in Him to regain our strength and to move on with life. Whether that life is a road full of holes and bumpy and crooked, these obstacles are just to test us in life and should be nothing but joy to us. Because imagine a life that is entirely straight, life would be too boring that way so having some obstacles along the way can actually spice our life up. That's just me of course. Feel free to say anything you want, but it is a fact.

So I better go and sleep now before something else decides to happen. Goodnight all and study hard (and smart) and don't get mad cow disease XD. Oh, and remember to cool down every once in a while.

P.S. A smiling face can cure any disease.

Random Post

Aloha everybody!! It's been awhile since I last blog.....did I say awhile? I mean a LONG TIME. Haha XD. Anyway, going on with life lately has been so tiring before but at least I know that I can still on my own two feet to get MY life moving. Nothing happen much since my last post. Just studying now and getting some things done with this computer.

At least the good thing is that I finally got some pain again from taekwondo. You wouldn't know how much I missed it. The pain from the legs that will you feel every now and then every time you crouch, walk, run, jump or even kick. That's the sort of pain I've missed and got it again.

Tick Tock Tick Tock, time runs like a stream going downhill,
Tick Tock Tick Tock, time skips, time jumps and time never miss a hill,
Tick Tock Tick Tock, and by the time you've notice it, we're already going downhill.

Just some random poem I've thought about yet the words have a lot of meaning.
Well that's all I guess. Hope you all have fun with your life and always smile(!).

I hate to say this but....

I'm sorry for some people out there for removing my C. Box but i seriously had to do this. This case is almost similar to Adri's case since some BLOODY ASSHOLES KEEP SPAMMING CRAP ON MY BLOODY C. BOX!!!!!!!

Yes. I know this is actually the first post that I'm actually posting a hate post but those CREEPS WON'T BLOODY LEAVE IT ALONE!!!!

Who are those people? Well all I can say is that THEY'RE THE MOST USELESS PEOPLE IN THE ALL SCHOOL!!! AT LEAST SOME OTHER PEOPLE CAN GIVE BETTER COMMENTS THAN YOU!!!! You know who you are so don't even bother asking me in school!!!

WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM HUH!? HUH!? A FREAKING ANIMAL IS IT!? IF IT IS LIKE THAT THEN WHY DON'T YOU CALL YOURSELF ONE AS WELL!!!!???? JUST BECAUSE I WAS BORN IN SABAH DOESN'T MEAN YOU GET TO INSULT ME!!!!!

DON'T YOU EVEN KNOW THAT EVEN ANIMALS GOT FEELINGS!? IF YOU DON'T THEN DON'T EVEN THINK OF APPLYING A JOB IN ZOO NEGARA!!! and one more thing, DO NOT USE JESUS' NAME FOR CRAP AGAIN!!!!











Phew, now I feel much better. Now that's done, lets get over what has been happening in my life lately.

No1. Sports Day - All I can say is that MY HOUSE WON!!!! YAHOO!!!! When I say my house I don't mean my condo, I mean the Blue House Marching Team in school. WE TOTALLY GOT FIRST PLACE!!! YYYYYAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! We were totally SEMANGAT on that day!!! Whew.....That got a lot of steam out of me. Here are the results for the sports day in my school. Blue house won 2nd place in house decoration, 1st place in Marching and 2nd place for the overall thing (dang and we were nine points away somemore, wasted lah).
Good job to all the runners, throwers, marchers and decorators for doing their best for this sports day. I would also like to thank the blue house supporters! YAHOOO!!!

No.2 RKA Day - The moment of truth as finally arrive.......for my parents that is. hahaha. It wasn't as bad as I thought XD. To summarize it up, my form teacher said that I was kinda good but got to work harder on certain subjects. What are they, I tell you at the following below(man, sounds like a report already).

BM - For the first time in my whole Form 4 and Form 5 life, I FINALLY PASS!!! Now that I know I have the ability to pass, I'm going full force!!

BI - Got an A for this one. Quite easy actually.

Mod Maths - The highest paper I got but still can do better. Oh and I got an A.

Add Maths - For those people that know me, they already know the marks I got. Anyway, just to confirm those doubtful thoughts, I got an A. Not that hard actually....for me that is XD.

Sejarah - Well, I meant to say the worse for the last but I might as well say it now. First a few deep breaths, I fail. That's all I gotta say but at least this can be my drive to improve further.

Moral - I PASS!!! YES!!! That's all I got to say. Hahaha!

Accounts - I got an A for this one as well. Not bad I guess. I was too happy at first then decided that I have to do better.

EST - Same as English. I got an A. Quite easy I guess. XD

Physics - I got an A as well. Dang it's like my life is revolving around A's.

Chemistry - Finally my first B. XD

Overall - Well, I guess I did ok. Just need to work a little bit more harder. Thumbs UP!!!

I'M FREE!!!!!!!!!!

Good news people.....I'M FREEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The mid term exams are finally done!

I can finally do anything I WANT!!! MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!



After sustaining for so long, I thank God that I was able to do my exams WITHOUT turning my life upside down (that tends to happen sometimes hehe).

I'll give my report on the exam later.

MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAH!!!!! Freedom people! FREEDOM!!!! MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH!!!!

I think I better stop that before I turn into a maniac. lol~



For those people who are still having exams, I wish you all the best of luck!

Exams all the way.....

I'M GOING CRAZY!!!! From now on, I'm not going to blog until May or July is finish. Reason....EXAMS!!! This time I shall be sure to pass them ALL!!!! NOT A SINGLE FAILURE SHALL BE FOUND IN MY REPORT CARD!!! NONE I TELL YOU....NONE!!!!!!!!!


Ah~ That's better. Now i can study properly. To you all out there, I'm having my Mid Term Exams until the end of May. So until then, I shall be studying like mad. To you all, study hard as well. God bless you all and may he grant you all wisdom and a photographic memory (lol).

CF Camp

Well, I just got back from CF Camp and I can say that the experience is EXTREME....or should I say EXTRAVAGANT!! The theme of this camp is what I said just now, Extravagant. The meaning of this word is 'beyond what is reasonable'. If you think about it, don't you think that God's love is somewhat beyond reasonable? I mean He sacrifices His own son so that we could be saved and that we can have eternal life. I know that some of you will straight away close this page once you read something like this but it is a fact although some of you may not think of it like that. But first, before I start to go deeper into this, I still have to talk about what happen in the camp.

Well, the day all began with us going to school and take attendance, going into our respective buses and then zooming off to our destination. The CF camp is located at Peacehaven, Genting Highlands, the place where we've always had our CF camp (as far as I remember). Got down from the bus after reaching there and then went to the hall. From there, I don't really know what happen next because I was downstairs doing housekeeping which is to distribute the bed linens and pillow cases to the dorm leaders later. For your information, I was housekeeper for the guys and security as well (although I didn't really do much on that part except for telling people to off their lights and go to sleep at night). Well that was my role in camp. Oh and the group names for this year was based on brands. You know, the mercedes and burberry brands and so forth. Oh, did I forgot to mention that it is EXTREMELY COLD up there!! Word of advice if you're going up there, bring at least two jackets and never go out of your dorm WITHOUT your jacket. I'm not joking. One time I walked out of my dorm at very early in the morning, I felt EXTREMELY COLD WIND smacked right into my face and I froze instantly (despite my body fat).

While we were there, we had games, workshops, food and devotion meetings. Oh, and there was also candlelight. What is candlelight? Well, we basically just go out of the building and there be a group of guitarist playing while we sing and flashing our torchlights at the same time. LOL! And of course, like all camps, we have sessions. The sessions were...how should I say it.....VERY EXTREME!!! The pastor doing the talk this year was Pastor Julie (not Pn. Julie from our school, XD) and I really thank God for sending her here. I don't know why, but I feel like as though the timing was just right. Reason? Because this particular year, a lot of non-christians came to CF camp and when I say a lot, I do mean A LOT!!! Not pulling any of your legs guys. This year's theme for CF is Agape which means LOVE in greek which also means DIVINE LOVE or GOD's LOVE. I'm sorry guys but from here I don't really know how to continue. It's just that Pastor Julie's message was very powerful talking about God's love is EXTRAVAGANT and how He sacrificed His son for us and many other things. And during the altar calling on the second night of camp, a lot of non-christians went up to the stage and accepted Jesus Christ into their lives. And that moment, I just started to feel happy and joyful all of a sudden. Don't ask me why, I really don't know. And when I ask one of my non- christian friends how does he feel, he said that he doesn't regret coming to CF camp.

On the last day of camp, I should really thanked God on that day because I was doing housekeeping and plus I'm doing alone. The other housekeeper was doing worship for the next session so I was left alone doing the work but I really don't blame her since I know how important the worship is. So I ended up waiting for the dorm leaders to bring their bed linens and their pillow cases and also their locker keys to the office and I have to make sure that they are the same number as the last time when I distribute them. Plus I also have to do the teachers room. In the end, I ran up and down, up and down and nearly once or twice I almost fainted due to the cold air creeping under my skin and not eating breakfast at all. In the end, I thanked God for giving me strength to deal with the housekeeping.

Before every session starts, the community will always come together and start praying. Do you know that praying is one of the many important factors when communicating with God. We should really pray to God every day, not only in times of trouble but also in times of joy and happiness. We pray at that time because we ask God to be within our presence during the all session and also during the whole camp because without God, what's the all point of having a camp. Like one verse from the bible says, Ask and you will be given, Seek and you will find, Knock and the door will open.

And so, that's my summarized experience of how things went there and I learned a lot and also had a lot of fun there. Well I should be really going to sleep now because it is 2 am but before I do, I just want to encourage everybody out there whether you are Christian or not to constantly pray not only for yourself but to others as well and always remember that God is always with you and will not abandon you even if you have abandon Him because He loves you. Look to the Lord for wisdom, strength and guidance and remain in His love because His love is EXTRAVAGANT. Oh and smile always. :)

Aloha!!!

Yay!!! I'm BACK!!! and Whew too because this week has been entirely stressing and fun. :D So far, still can coup with the system of the school and also plus can survive with my studies (along with my piano haha). This week there was a lot of test and they are....Add maths test, Modern Maths and Sejarah oh plus Physics and Chemistry. The add maths, mod maths, physics and chemistry test is quite ok for me lah, but as for my sejarah test....I FINALLY PASS WITH A CREDIT!!! YAHOO!!!! For some peoples information, I failed my sejarah eversince Form 1, which also means....I SUCK IN SEJARAH!!! LOL!!! XD. I'm just glad this year's sejarah got no muslim thing inside. As long as it is not about muslim, can survive. If there is any Islam people here reading this, I just want to say I am not racist nor saying anything bad about your religion, I'm just talking about the topic in my sejarah book.

So now getting to other parts of the story. Last week, the last time I posted my blog, there was this activity known as Hamper Day. Only SMK Taman SEA have this kind of activity so I'm not surprise if any of you are gaping your mouth asking what kind of activity is it (lol said too much). So Hamper Day is mostly about the school gather stuff together (for you information, it was good quality stuff and not expired and it was halal as well) and we make them into hampers. The teachers also donate money to buy Rice or something and the clubs are also involved. All in all, the school has made about 455 hampers and has about more than 10 packets of rice. We send these hampers and stuff to the old folks home, to the disabled people and also to the orphanage. Well, at least we were doing something to help the poor and needy. The real goal of this activity is that the school wants to strenghen the kindness in all the students to make them more...generous.

The next thing that happen was that we had two ceramahs in one week. The topics were 'Physical Intimacy, Sex and You' and 'The Effect and Causes of Drugs' (I made this one up). The first topic I've heard a lot of times already....in my church, church camp and somewhere else. But this was pretty grusome. Because of the pictures. Not going into details though. Don't feel like it. lol. The second one was ok lah. Same as the first one except not as grusome. Thank God for that. Couldn't stand anymore of that stuff.

Well, that's all for now I guess. Gotta do something else than doing this. Catch ya all up later. Ciao people. :D